dear brother

dear brother i miss you i miss our father i abandoned ship left you to falter you cant blame me you would of done the same damn thing for what its worth my children wont repeat my mistakes my boys will fight tooth and nail to protect the warmth generated by a famiy who's son lost his way dear brother i miss you you remind me of our father he said many things as a man of few words of which you cant deny that just a nod and a smile was an avalanche of knowledge we are his legacy as he has returned to the sea
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passive expressive

maybe I should be an inventor so i can design a detector that alerts me of present danger and keeps me a safer distance from... maybe I should just give in and face the fact that I can't win playing with fire... wrestling with magnets it only makes opposing forces stronger by resisting a passive expressive path i choose to peek through an opened window so i surrender and submit this to you you're destined for greatness and my time has already passed
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home

go home with the slow cooking and the time outs you gotta decision make and your times a waste so you seek alternative routes your tongue is quick and razor sharp like poison darts aimed at your "A" team making the bench warmer a first string start need a hiatus relief from this status break from the hand that made us as it takes away everything it gave us life is a mystery memory is blistering my mind is bursting and contains enough fluid to run me dry
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adderall

adderall not at all blink as a measure time in my newly altered mind this mess a patch work of synapses disconnected and then rewired leaves the well exercised mind reeling and tired down this path I digress its daily tour grinding through the mess i blame you and all your chemical intricacies all that have weakened me in the worst way i am the kind that can not be saved
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where all great rivers end

i made a pact i kept my word i gave it my all i let myself be heard i became a kite i flew on the wind i had a spool of string i was kept out of limbs i was taken away by a healthy gust i took my chances and i thought it was enough i am an ocean i am the fetch i am life driven i am swell carried by wind i became a river i turned to fast i veered into the mountains i found myself at last i was taken down stream back to the ocean i was where all things begin where all great rivers end i was home
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in league with the easy answer

i like the way you think, i like a lot of things. i like some deep and meaningful things but most of the time i don't like anything its a charade with the color guard and the local mayor more like a parade so it comes off like something official its not and while it might make you sad i'm indifferent in league with the easy answer that struggles to find the appropriate response like a hand clasp that screams i'm still here but where the fuck did you go maybe i can make up some words or show you some things that might soothe you but i haven't any idea what they...
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